*wonders aloud*

why is it that some people has it so easy while i seem to struggle with the same things all the time.

why is it that some things always seem to happen to me, n only me.

with all the time, effort and finances that i put in, there seems to be negative returns.

how many more things does it take, before my heart will eventually break down.

and then i remind myself once again, to not ask why.