Miss Codes

With reference to my earlier post, I've thought of a way to "contain" my outburst of emotions. Since this is just a seasonal thing that I will eventually get over. I've decided to still post my sappy entries here but in codes (which i think you've to be like God in order to understand, else God gave you the interpretation). Initially I wanted to write in parables but then again, I'm not skilled in that. Then I wanted to be cultured to write in poetry, but that would not aid in removing emotions. In fact I think given the beauty of such writing, more emotions would surface. Hence I've decided to still write in prose. But only the 1st letter of each word. Here's my 1st attempt, and here goes:

s, irt. oo4d, 2oiiawuc. idwamtcfbtsff. inswiftws. btsoetahioatcoi. isfsi. piaabtw. jtnisatmo. mmrraml. minmsaiaa. atwitttstim, m. bnlb, idts. piomtG. bt, iiomtH, iige? isutpnowbbiisd. aliktnotiietdsst, neomb. issacfttmm, itebtit1p. iktoa. itwmm, stbtota? mmfsdtiwm. aifomo. ira. misjstt. fspasttawG. wihtftt?

Actually the above looks kinda cool ya? I'm entertaining myself now. hahaa...

Oh man, i'm getting sadistic. :(

dark clouds...

i just wanna quickly finish my GST n go for ZM.


please...

Working in a Winter-Wonderland

Sab is working in a Winter-Wonderland.

Winter: her office is crazily cold. her boiling-blooded colleague thinks it's hot so the main A/C PLUS the supplementary A/C are BOTH on. reminds her of winter in China.

Wonderland: Sab is still wondering how to do her GST submission... :(

dunno if u realised.

most of the time i post my feelings here without the context.

but i'm starting to feel like, even just by doing that, i feel so exposed.

actually there are times i feel like writing much much more. but then i stop myself and remind myself that i never know who will be reading this. much less who will google for me. (rite my Queen? :)

this is something that i'm NOT used to doing cos i'm not an "I" person. i just love to write. that's all. period.

maybe i should just resume my writing in my red little booklet. then just put all the happy happy things here. then i can officially "open" this blog.

good idea? :/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOI ONE & ONLY BRO!!! :)

should i be nice and give you something to revamp your fashion sense?

let's see how u treat me in a few days time la...

;p

Garden Meeting

We had our Garden meeting last night (finally!)... Our last one (at least the one I went) was a long long time ago man. I think it was the time we met at Katong Settler's Cafe.

Original Cast present on 24/04/08:
- Grazz
- Lioness
- Rufu
- LP
- Sab

Original Cast absent:
- Roo (in Sydney: i miss you!!!!! come back quickly my dear...)
- Gardener (in China)
- Doraemon (MIA)
- Snail (MIA for a long long time)

We had our dinner at Thai Express Bistro and ate so much that I could hardly breathe... Ok maybe I exaggerated a little but we were really full... Thereafter they kept talking about going to some dark dark place that I somehow happened to miss while walking there. And when we eventually went there to take a look, not so dark eh... But that place had some weird looking dessert which I cannot recall the name...

So we decided to go Menotti instead (another dark dark place). *hahahah*

The last time I went, it was really dark... But somehow yesterday it was rather bright. And they had some lousy music playing in the background that so distracted me all the time. :(

But the food was good. Lioness and I shared a Sofetial (when gals say that they are full, pls remember that they will somehow have a little bit of space for nice dessert... hehehe) which was really cool! Warm cake with hot chocolate inside plus ice-cream at the side.... *heavenly*

Initially the waiter told us that they would not change our ice-cream to a different flavour under normal circumstances. So we told him to make it special for us and he DID change the ice-cream. So nice of him... :) The rest of the garden ordered a "fermented" looking cake called Morbida (so morbid-considering how it actually looks. hehehe) plus 2 red wine. LP was like, I'm tired so I need to drink. RITE. *hahaha*

And so it was really fun as usual. My dear 27/97. Not even my "real" JC class yet they would so nicely jio me for their gatherings and allow me to be part of the garden. I love you all!!! When Roo and Gardener comes back let's meet again. :)

i was just telling God this morning that it seems so depressing to be raining.

given the rain, seems kinda difficult for me to make my way to where i wanna go during lunch time.

then i had an impression that God seems to be saying that by lunch time the rain would stop.

given the magnitude of it, it really seemed kinda impossible there n then.

besides, who am i to warrant such an action.

as if how i felt n where i wanted to go mattered that much.

by lunch time, evidently the rain stopped.

it was not the sunny kind of weather, more of the cloudy and cool kind.

nevertheless it was a far cry from the thunderstorm in the morning.

n i realised that how i felt n where i wanted to go mattered.

because...

i wanted to meet You.

sab needs to learn n remember that it doesn't matter what other people think. it's what God thinks that matters.

*God-fearing and God-opinion minded*

Rainy Days

rainy days are so depressing.

especially when you're not at home enjoying the cool.

when you're in office the coldness magnifies. so does the depression.

looking forward to my appt with Him. i need space and more of Him.

looking forward to meeting the Garden later too! :)

a little something to perk me up on a depressing rainy day... :/

我累了

I left office considerably early today, 6plus...

Cos I'm really tired.

Think since Sat night, I haven't actually had the luxury to sleep more than 5-6hrs a day.

And it's REALLY NOT that Sab has been out to chiong. REALLY. NOT.

Somehow things just "pile" up and hence I had to sleep late. Not that I accomplished much also. Plus some unnecessary things are weighing me down mentally.

*why* :(

With the lack of sleep, my mind's grown weaker also I reckon. Keeps wondering off to places that I dun want it to go to.

So many things that I need to do. So little time. Actually it's so little energy (to be exact) to start off what I wanna do.

I'm thinking of crashing now. Then I can wake up early to pray. I need that. Lots of it actually. :/

Nudging the indifference inside me is making me teary again. I need emotional strength. Maybe it's not so bad. Maybe it's just all inside my head. But then again, I never know. Handling things related to that had always been unexpectedly not good.

So brings me back to, I need to pray.

Think I'll fast tmr. And resume my weekly Thurs regime of reading my Bible at One Fullerton Starbucks.

My life is so predictable. I think I'm an easy target for any stalker. *hahaa*

Ok I'm off tangent again. Nvm me...

Lunch with our auditors

We just came back from lunch with our auditors.

Our boss suddenly invited them for lunch at her treat.

So even their manager came down (just to eat). hahahaaa....

He's supposed to come review their work tomorrow la, well so it's justified I guess. heheheee...

And I so feel like sleeping now...................................

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy

*yawn*

there's been yet ANOTHER resignation from my dept.

oh man...

should have expected it when suddenly LC started to do interviews yesterday.

next month onwards the Management pack comes back to Sab again.

this means I cannot take leave for the 1st 8 working days of every month instead of 1st 6.

not to mention the late nights to clear the work until the next better player comes in...

*BIG SIGH*

next better player please come quickly!!!

Happening Sab

Seriously.

I think for some reasons my friends all think I'm the kind that likes to chiong.

1) my dear RL is always trying to get me to go St James with her (esp on fridays)

2) GH sms me last night to join her drinking at BalaClava tonight (which I'm not going cos I've meeting)

3) the Queen said last night also that we should go check out the Loof which is a pub near City Hall area (but that place looks REAL COOL on the internet)

I really look like the chiong-ing type to everyone ma?

*hmm*

My 1st cake

I just ate my first cake.

The moment I reached home, my mum exclaimed, "Hey! Do you know that according to the moon, it's your bday today?"

*ok those were not her exact words bu they mean the same thing... :)

"I bought you a cheese cake. Let's take a photo of the cake so we can eat it now."

I'm thinking... Oh so it's my birthday??? Hmm... wait till she know where I just came back from...

2nd thought: I think my mum just wants to eat cake and she found the perfect reason to buy one. I'm not trying to be mean.... Cos my mum's really like that one... :)

The cake looks real cool. But tastes like from neighbourhood stalls alrite.

Thanks Mum! This marks the start for it all...

Now I finally understood what D was talking about when she told me she reads the lyrics of Jay Chou songs in English on the Internet.

I found such a site and I think it's kinda interesting.

Go take a look. :)

Excuses 藉口

詞/曲：周杰倫　

翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
Flipping through our photographs, thoughts of [you] are visible yet invisible
去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
Last year's winter, we laughed very sweetly
看著妳哭泣的臉, 對著我說再見
Watching your tearstained face, telling me goodbye
來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠
[I] have yet to hear it when you've already walked so far

也許妳已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
Perhaps you have already given up on me, perhaps it is already very difficult to turn back
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我
I know it's all my fault, please give me another reason, say you don't love me

就算是我不懂　能不能原諒我
Even if I don't understand, can [you] forgive me?
請不要把分手當作妳的請求
Please don't use parting (breakup) as your request
我知道堅持要走 是妳受傷的藉口
I know wanting to go is your wound's excuse
請妳回頭　我會陪妳一直走到最後
[Can] you please turn back, I will accompany you until the very end

就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
Even if there is no conclusion, I can still endure
我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾
I know your pain is the promise I gave
妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
You said [you] gave me tolerance, and silence was because of acceptance
如果要走　請妳記得我　如果難過　請妳忘了我
If [you] want to go, please remember me, if [you] feel sad, please forget me

i need to stop my mind from wondering into that direction

HP-less

I left my HP at home today.

Left it on my table after putting on perfume.

But I only realised it when I reached Kebangan. I was thinking, how come it's so unusually quiet this morning... It's already 9plus and yet I dun hear anything from the usually pple that will sms or call me on sunday morns. So I checked my bag and *tada* it's not there.

Actually I realised that it's not such a "handicap" to deal with after all. Guess we're all just too used to having the convenience of a phone with us all the time. I can actually live without it. :)

*like real* hahaha...

Anyway I was right. If I had my HP with me, I would have already gotten 4 smses and 1 phone call by the time I reached Kebangan.

My faithful dear ones. You know who you are... :)

i drank expired milk this morning. if it were a pure mistake i would ve accepted it. but i realised from my dad that my mum purposely kept it though it had already expired for more then 10 days. the milk had already solidified when i poured it away. my bro knows about it too. reason for keeping it? so that my mum can drink it and we dun waste food.

i only ve 1 qn: are we really so poor that we need to eat expired food?

my dad answered my qn with a brilliant ans: no we're not. it's just a poverty mindset.

*sigh*

Lord You Are

Lord You Are
More Precious Than Silver
Lord You Are
More Costly Than Gold
Lord You Are
More Beautiful Than Diamond
And Nothing I Desire
Compares With You
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This song brings me back to a long time ago.

10 years actually.

When a simple gal met the Great Him and found all that she needed.

But as the years went by, somehow the simple gal became not so simple anymore.

And so today I'm looking for someone.

That somehow went missing somewhere along the 10years of journey.

The simple gal that met the Great Him.

Have you seen her?

The Great Him found her once more.

Having a stuffed nose now.

Dun really feel like doing anything.

Maybe it's due to the lack of oxygen.

So many people in my office on MC.

I need air (literally).

Half panting now. :(

Doc's med nothing much.

Nothing for my cough or stuff nose.

*deep breath*

i feel like going shopping AGAIN. :(

not that i need anything actually...

maybe having money sitting in the bank account is not such a good thing after all... :(

I'm on mc today...

Took the chance to do up my ICPAS reclassification form and send it out to convert my membership from provisional to non-practising. Yes I know... I took THAT long. Kept pushing it back cos I didn't have the VitM till now. :/

Well, at least I finally have it? :)

Taking my medicine soon. Hopefully I dun knock out then I can embark on my "clearing-sab's-room-floor" exercise.

In case you're thinking that my room is in a huge mess, it's NOT.

There's just 2 stack of A4 size stuff that I need to clear. Paper and books that I need to put away. I have already mercilessly thrown away most of the paper from my table, just need to file away the remaining now. Then I'll have a nice, neat and clutter-free room for the time being.

Until the NEXT "cleaing-sab's-room-floor/table" exercise is necessary.

:)

i finally found the multi-language When You Believe!!!

i just cannot express how touched i feel whenever i listen to it, cos it shows that my God is for ALL

i lost my voice

Lunch time I went to buy something that I wanted to buy for the longest time... Since a couple of months back actually. But didn't have the money till now.

Then my kaypo colleague kept wanting to guess what I bought, and I actually thought what he said made sense (he's vv kaypo & talkative considering he's a male)!

"Let me guess. Gals always buy things that they can use..."

So true. Like bags, clothes, shoes, make-up, perfume, jewellery, accessories, etc...

What about our male counterparts?

They buy things that they can "play" with. Most of the time.

Correct?

Hahaaa... :)

my throat hurts... :(

I have failed to file my income tax. The website is simply tooooooo busy to log in. Shall try again tomorrow.

But I downloaded the template to play and see how much tax I need to pay. To my horror of horrors, I realised that NEXT YA I would need to pay 10x the amount of tax that I'm paying this year!!!!

*faint*

My income merely doubled in comparison to YA08 (in estimation)while my income tax will be 10x... how come????????

*dreading Next income submission*

*Sigh*

Something has been gnawing at my spirit for quite some time.

I'm kinda reluctant to "face" it. Sometimes I'm so indifferent to it that it scares me.

Was thinking about it on my way to work when God reminded me something... that the sin of omission is knowing that I need to do something (the good) and not doing it.

*SIGH*

Seems like I cannot go on ignoring it for long since God has already spoken. :(

Your life is the summary of the 5 people that you are closes to.

So what is your life's summary in terms of:
- values
- beliefs
- convictions
- morals
- attitudes

Dusk draws near and yet I'm still waiting...

*sigh*

Why is it I've work to do only AFTER official office hours and during it I'm waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and... ok I think you get the picture...

*big sigh*

Philippians 3:12

"Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. "

In my walk with God, I will press on.

"Not that I have already attained": does not matter whether people give me recognition, does not matter whether I am in any leadership position, does not matter whether I've my own ministry... Even if I do not, I will still press on.

"or am already perfected": does not matter whether I am gifted at what I'm supposed to do, does not matter whether I'm having good success right now, does not matter whether I'm being taught the "right" things/way to do it... Even if I'm not, I will still press on.

When I press on, I will attain what God already has in store for me.

Amen.

Joshua 1:8

"This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success."

A confirmation to what God told me last week... :)

Dinner cum Supper

Met Cin last night for a meal since we both worked late yesterday. We were talking about SOT and BS but just one part I thought it's kinda interesting to write here.

By listening to what the students talk about after the lessons, you'll know who taught them in that lesson:

#1: If the students come out and say,
"Wow, I feel that I really need to change my lifestyle. Pst's word brought such great conviction to me."

Pst Kong.

#2: If the students come out and say,
"Wow, the lesson was solid man. Never knew this verse could be interpreted in such a manner. What a revelation."

Pst Tan.

#3: If the students come out and say,
"Wow, I think this is the longest and hardest I've ever laughed for the week man. Laughed from beginning till end."

Pst Ming.

I love them all! :)

One item checked off

Ok, I'm back from lunch! After running errands (I went to collect my driving license!! BUT... my photo is HORRENDOUS... BIG SIGH... AND I just realised that this card format does NOT expire. Which means my HORRENDOUS face will be there for LIFE!!! *faint*faint*faint*), I went to my fave place #2.

Henceforth I managed to check off item (2) from the first list of yesterday! WooHoo!!! I think I will do this once a week. QUALITY reading...

While I was there, I realised that the guy at the table next to me is more POWER man. I was just reading and making mental notes (so that I can internalise it and maybe even blog about it here) of what God is speaking to me, he actually had a notebook to write things down while he was reading his bible. Made me feel kinda 'ashamed' that I'm kinda like lazier than him. :(

Just before I left, a tai-tai looking lady took the table behind me. She's not quite that special but her companion was. It was a really handsome... DOG! (ahem, I purposefully took you all thru that route. hahaha...) Soooooooo cute!!! With a pink scarf tied around her neck (I meant the dog). So docile while waiting for the owner to buy her drink while she had hers too, prancing around the table looking around. I so much wanted to take a photo of her! But I didn't...

Anyway, this lunch did good to my spirit and soul:
- Spirit: Read my Bible (with revelations)
- Soul: Took a walk near the sea... *beautiful*

Ahhhhh.....

Dreaming...

Picture this:

- Bright orange-pinkish sunset
- Reclining beach / suntan chair
- Gentle waves crashing on the beautiful white / fine sand
- Clear blue waters glistening as a big red sun sets in the distant

Put YOURSELF in that scene now.

B*E*A*U*T*I*F*U*L

有谁能带我离开这里,到那天堂梦幻般的世界里? 让我沉醉在我的梦境里... 会是你吗?

I feel like going...

OVERSEAS!!!!

I'm kinda saving and henceforth broke for the time being...

But Gina will be in Japan in Sept08! So if say by then I've some spare cash, any takers to go with me to Japan say the last week of Sept? 1st Oct is a public holiday... :)

Actually anywhere nearer is fine with me also.

As long as it's not like Malaysia. Nothing personal, just not my ideal preferred place of having a holiday... I'm thinking of going to places that require me to take a plane there actually. And preferably that place's currency is weaker than SGD so that I can spend like a Queen while I'm there. Hahahaa...

Alrite. Sab is back to reality.

Things I really feel like doing now

As I was walking to office this morning, a list of things that I wanna do suddenly popped into my head:

Immediate Future
1) Sleep
2) Read my Bible (quality kind of reading)
3) Shopping (!!!!!)
4) Read (Biz mag, fictional books, comics - politically correct speaking though books are top in my mind)
5) Clear the clutter on my room's floor
6) Load Microsoft office into my laptop
7) Transfer all my music nicely into iTunes from the various sources
8) Watch HK / Korean drama
9) Find time to chill out with my vast openness

Not-so-immediate Future
1) Go for a short trip (read:relax and get away from my real life)
2) Go for mission trip (if possible 2, 1 nearby and another to .....)
3) Clear the boxes in my room that I've not touched for 11yrs since I shift to CCK
4) CFA (this dep on my finances & whether I wanna stay in the banking sector)
5) Go to a faraway place that snows / has nice weather, scenary, shopping places (basically just to see the rest of the world)

I think my lists are never-ending, just that now I cannot think of any other things that I wanna include for the time being. Will update this as time passes and hopefully I can cross out some of the items stated there really soon.

My company bought a new KTV system. And I learnt something new.

Nowadays you can buy the system and get the guys to load songs into it for you!!!! And it's only at a mere cost of S$0.10 per song. SO CHEAP!!!!

Coincidentally a few of my members and myself went KTV last Sun after service (yeah again...).

Maybe I can trade in my old system from home and get them to load in new songs for me! Then can save money and E$A$R$N $$$$$ in the meanwhile too!

Ok, who wants to chip in for my new "entrepreneur-home-based-KTV" business? :)

My usual Mon Morning...

What started out as my usual Mon morning was not so usual after all.

While walking towards the MRT station, I noticed various groups of people trying to hail cabs. Didn't give them much though actually. Until I walked passed the Taxi stand. Never had I seen (in my 11yrs of staying at CCK) soooooooooooooooooo many people queueing at it before. I think a quick estimation of about 50 people would not be an exaggeration. Actually the 1st thought that came to my mind was, how come so many people overslept today? (hahaha... kinda dumb right, but well it's still an early Mon morn to me so my brain was not functioning yet)

But I got a rude shock as I drew near the station and saw throngs of people everywhere. Then I realised that the MRT got disrupted due to an accident. I foolishly still went up thinking that I could take the train from the opposite direction to Marina Bay. When a train approached, hundreds of people pushed their way in only to receive an announcement from the station that both directions were stalled. But no one at ground level told us that and a poor guy complained to me that he had been waiting for 30mins and still is confused as to what he should do. I decided to follow the masses and made my way to take the free shuttle - thinking that it would bring me to Jurong East and only realising that it would only take me to Bukit Gombak when I was about to board it. It was on the bus that another guy told us that he actually witnessed a man jumping off the platform about 30mins ago. My 1st thought was not a compassionate one actually. It was more like, why did he have to choose peak hour and at my station to do it. :/

*sorry God I repent*

To make matters worse, the shuttle bus in front of my bus almost had an accident with a Yellow cab just 1 bus stop away from Bukit Gombak MRT. The taxi driver came out of his cab to pick a quarrel with the bus driver when there were literally a hundred-plus people on the 2 buses trying to make our way to the MRT station. Seriously I had the impulsion to pull the taxi driver aside to get him take a good look at the situation; he was causing a serious jam over his near-accident. The bus didn't even hit his cab for goodness sake...

And so poor us had to walk 1 bus stop to the MRT station only to realise that all train services have already resumed by then. What a waste of time... :(

Hence I ended up being 40mins late for work. And that's my Mon morning...

I saw someone online this morning that made my day! :)

I wonder if I had seen the other person, would I be as delighted...

*God help my indifference...*

blocked out

我已心寒了

i really need to pray. really. really. P.R.A.Y.

Joshua 22:5

"But take careful heed to do the commandment and the law which Moses the servant of the LORD commanded you, to love the LORD your God, to walk in all His ways, to keep His commandments, to hold fast to Him, and to serve Him with all your heart and with all your soul.”

Heart:

The heart is a muscular organ responsible for pumping blood through the blood vessels by repeated, rhythmic contractions, or a similar structure in the annelids, mollusks, and arthropods. The term cardiac (as in cardiology) means "related to the heart" and comes from the Greek καρδία, kardia, for "heart."
The heart of a vertebrate is composed of cardiac muscle, an involuntary muscle tissue which is found only within this organ. The average human heart beating at 72 BPM, will beat approximately 2.5 billion times during a lifetime spanning 66 years.

Soul:

The soul, according to many religious and philosophical traditions, is the self-aware essence unique to a particular living being. In these traditions the soul is thought to incorporate the inner essence of each living being, and to be the true basis for sapience, rather than the brain or any other material or natural part of the biological organism. Some religions and philosophies on the other hand believe in the soul having a material component, and some have even tried to establish the weight of the soul. Souls are usually considered to be immortal and to exist prior to incarnation.
The concept of the soul has strong links with notions of an afterlife, but opinions may vary wildly, even within a given religion, as to what may happen to the soul after the death of the body. It also shares as a PIE root of spirit.

The HEART is something that we need to have to live this life on this earth. The SOUL is linked to the spirit realm (things in the unseen).

So what does it mean for us to serve God with all our HEART and SOUL?

We do not just have actions, our motivations must be right. We do not just have thoughts or intentions, we need to put our faith to real works.

What should be done?

Sometimes when we go through storms in life, the very natural tendency is for us to wanna run away, to keep to ourselves. What if we fall sick? Spiritually, Emtionally, Physically? What does the Bible say?

James 5:13
"Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray..."

Learn to pray For Yourself.

James 5:14
"Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him..."

Share with your spiritual leaders and get them to pray On Your Behalf.

Many times we choose either, but let's do BOTH so that there is Power in Agreement. Cos evidently the Bible continues with

James 5:15-16
"And the prayer of faith will save the sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. Confess your trespasses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much."

Dun keep things to yourself cos that is not the Bible way. Learn to share with your spiritual family, your spiritual leaders and God will raise you up even if you have sinned. You shall be healed!

Amen

I think I've found my answer, Gerry:

Prayer & Reading the Word

*simple instructions for a simple gal like me*

What is the image of the princess Sab of the servern river

I saw something really funny just now.

Someone typed the above into google.com and google actually directed that person to my blog!!!

So I AM the O.R.I.G.I.N.A.L. Princess of the Servern River.

*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*

Unique Fellowship

Last night after ZM, I went with a unique group of people for fellowship. Ok not that they were really unique, but it was my first time hanging out with them. We went to eat Rochor Road Bean Curd at Selegie Road area after our YMCA meeting.

The Cast:
They all drove (or have a license, except for Paige).
They are all older than me (except for Paige).
They are all males (except for Paige and myself).
More than half of them are married or going to get married in the near future.

I seriously wonder why Paige blends in so well with them since she's the only "outstanding" one.

But then again, it was strangely FUN! *hahaha*

I laughed so hard that I cried. Not to mention the free ride home... But my runny nose started at the same time probably cos I caught a cold at that time...

All thanks to W.Chan-dra... *hahaha*

I discovered that some of them are really quite erhm weird. They actually LOVE Hindi movies so much that they buy DVDs of them and even keep their songs in their iPod!!! Seeing the way they rattle off the movie names, actors / actresses' names, song names as if they are talking about Andy Lau or Jet Lee or Jacky Chan really makes me wonder what people really do in their spare time...

In case you're wondering, I actually fellowshipped with WYZ adult leaders.

*i'm serious*

So you can make a guess who are the closet Hindi movie fans that I'm talking about here...

我好想出去走走... 想出去透个气... 嬗嬗心...

it's already been 4weeks. how are you?

Remembering the times of Revival:

- His Presence

- The People

- Their Attitudes

Re-creating that in the PRESENT